( last login May 9, 2013 ad #11914)
I want to be in love again, to be in a relationship that's fun and positive, for love energy to flow, and then it be natural to care for each other. I do not want to have to "work" on the relationship. (Work is number crunching, or scrubbing and cleaning...) Nor do I want to "build" a relationship. I'm much too delicate for construction work. Think real, not contrived! When problems arise, we can solve them together. If there has to be this tremendous effort to keep the relationship going, I will probably lose interest. I do not want to use psychology to "snag" a man. I do not want to second guess myself during those first dates for fear of making one of those crucial mistakes. I want to feel comfortable to be myself. I do not want to be worshiped as a goddess. It's an awful lot of pressure to be expected to be a Supreme Being on top of everything else that I do. I do not want to have my man eating out of the palm of my hand. If I want a creature that eats from my hand, I will get a dog. I do want to be with a man I can go toe-to-toe with, to love and accept each other for who we are.
Just to give you an idea of what I am like, here are some words: adorable, ethical, loving, quirky, honest, enterprising, busy, sometimes serious, often not, constantly learning... I am a yoga instructor and a vegetarian, actually vegan most of the time. As a vegan, I prepare interesting food. I am also a medical typist (it helps to pay the bills) I am healthy and energetic and young for my age. I have one child, and he is the joy in my life (most of the time...) I have two cats. My son is a young adult, age 19, and he may be with me through college. I like to sew; I like to draw; sometimes I sing. I've done some volunteer work for the prison, a recording of my chant music that they play in their meditation classes. I play the triangle and a little bit on the djembe or other percussion instruments. I can be shy sometimes; at other times, I'm outgoing. I tend to be very demonstrative of affection; love to kiss. My favorite music is the blues, but I also like jazz and rock and classical and new age and spiritual music.